sighs. i'm pissed. really pissed. the feeling is like, "wu ke nai he".

i just want to enjoy the very last phase of the projects, and wham, exams and then holidays. of course i still hate projects, but i'll miss them for sure, cos i'll miss the teamwork that me and my tous had committed in every aspect of the stupid, bloody, idiotic, researching projects. i hate market researching!

anyway, i suddenly recalled that we went to look for ah hock to ask if there's imc tutorial and ah guan was there! goodness, still ever good looking. a la la.

yesterday i was really angry with my dad, and today, my mom. none of these two matured adults can give me peace.

crm project is still on the way, and i'm really worried. i'm kinda afraid that last minute things happen and screw the entire project up.

had a pretty long conversation with jii just now, and i think that hour was one of my most chilled hour throughout my entire project phase.

i feel sort of relieve that i'm not in a relationship, partly because i'm not pretty much ready for it yet. this morning i engaged with a conversation with my mom, and she told me to go overseas for further studies, if possible, stay there and marry a local -.- . that's what she said. [ya la, i quite like ang moh.. hahaha] i feel that, being in a relationship needs loads of committment, trust, communication and TLC in order to work things out, well, there are still other factors, but that's what i feel that it's the most important.

rejection is scary yet hurting, but that's part of life. it takes two hands to clap. what for stay so loyal when the person don't even want to be with you? i mean, you have to move on right? failure doesn't mean that you're THAT bad, it's probably you're not fated for each other. why not just enjoy life as it is, until that someone special comes by?

People sometimes with the other half, tend to lose their focus on friends, and work. this isn't a good sign eh? think about it. who was the one who stood by you, support your decisions when you felt low? was it your friends, your family?

for me i know i'm not ready to settle in a relationship yet, cos i feel that it's really really troublesome. there's so many things i have to consider, this and that. i'm still young, now must enjoy. :D and it doesn't mean that i have to be envious for people who have the other half. Now, i just wanna live life to my fullest.

it's just something random. cos these few days.. too many things happen so suddenly.