i feel so so so sad. i can't concentrate on what i'm studying. i'm beginning to think that my ps and brand c.e.m.i. haiz. i'm so sad manz. it's like saturday now, and not a single point is in my freaking nutshell? sighs. i'm SUCH a failure. how so being optimistic doesn't help, cos i don't believe in myself. i'm really thinking that i'm not the study "liao" (kind), if study only sure "liao4" (finished). haiz. my concentration is so damn lost, and i really feel like crying. i tried my very best to like concentrate, but still i tend to forget everything!

today i'm supposed to go for the french test, and wendy told me that the oral tester was christelle! how surprising. haven't seen christelle for ages already. i thought it was him who was the tester. and also i haven't spoke to him online since a few days ago too. well make up is on the following thursday, i hope i have enough time for revision!

there's only 2 more to go... and they seem so near yet so bloody far. when can the 4th march comes ? haiz, i tell you la, i'm damn sad... revision ge pi lor, nothing gets into my brain. seriously.. one word.. BRAIN-DEAD.