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Je ne sais pas pourquoi! Sighs. Forget about french, words coming out from me are SO limited.

[HAPPY 21STBIRTHDAY DA EN!]

You see, the thing is, I think I lack communication with my dad. Anyone has any suggestions to like bond family ties closer? Sheesh! What am I saying?

FYI I sometimes would say that I hate my dad, but that's not true. Just.. words of anger. Okay from now on I'll never say any mean things about my dad in my blog.. or anywhere else. He really can be that very naggy old man sometimes. Okay okay I love you daddy. -.- Funny thing is, I can never say this three mushy words to either my dad or my mom, cos I feel.. hee.. shy.

-blushes- Maybe on my wedding day. I'll tell them how much I love 'em. (= AIYA. They just don't know how much I care for them. He maligned me about how am I not appreciative of what he had done for me and stuff... Okay, not maligned, that's too much of a word. Let's just use accused? Makes no diff. I mean like, how can I not be appreciative when you've done so much for me? Am I that kind of "wang en fu yi" kind? Gees manz. This, I feel, is not necessary to say outloud, right?

My stupid neck and shoulders hurt so much. Feels sore.

THE consultation on thursday was so meaningful.

Projects are starting to fill. The only module I find it damn ridiculous to take is the effective business report writing? My GOD. I rather take another theory module than taking this. I know I'm NOT going to fare well for this. Proposal writing.. blah blah blah. How boring could it get?

As every night turns into day and day into night, I'd just freak out. 8th dec is so so SO near. I'm tired of thinking and talking about it, but still, it's the reality I have to face in 2 more Saturdays. Gosh manz. I think I can do it, but let's just not be too over-confident. It ruins you. Vraiment.

French french french... Saturday is always french. I feel SO.. enthusiastic - not. What's with this celui-ci, celles-ci, ceux-ci and all the ci ci ci and the que and the qui and the COD and the direct and indirect object and the conditionnel present!?!! It's so perplexing. Mais, j'aime beaucoup mon professeur Shenaz. She always calls me. Like today I think I'm so dead cos I haven't completed my devoir! So horrible you know, cos it's so difficult that I don't know how to do?

it's beyond my ability... [try harder, gal!]

Okay! Jia you everyone!