How I wish I was still a baby, a young child. In that case I wouldn’t be able to worry about so much stuff and complicated matters. Sigh. I’m depressed.
Please don’t ask me why, because I don’t really wanna talk about it. It’s something personal that I would want to keep it in myself.

Today isn’t really a good day for me. Well it was OKAY in the morning until class started.

Customer service was not bad... just that we had to split up in groups and I was in group 2, and the only marketing student in that group. But it was okay though, the people were quite friendly.

Anyway, after class, I headed home, but on the way, a friend called and therefore we went for a movie. We watched “The Guardian”. It’s a really nice show. Incredibly touching. Head home after the show, and had a long walk back from the MRT station to my house. Did lots of thinking too. Well… No point now.

To wrap it up, I’m blessed with the people around me. When I feel down, there’re always here for moral and physical support. I’m really truly thankful to these people. Thank you a lot, my friends.

Okay. I’m back blogging again. Hahaha. Well.. Am writing in MS Word just in case blogger.com got some errors. Cos yesterday and this morning there was the same errors and I kept republishing the entire blog and index.. AHahaha.. So.. I’m once bitten twice shy. Heh. Better be more conservative. Today’s really a dull day for me apart from the morning trip to market. I lied to my parents that I’m going out this afternoon but the fact is that I stayed at home. And now they are calling and calling and calling. Call the house not enough, call my mobile. It’s not that I don’t wanna answer their calls, if I answer the house phone, they’ll know I’m at home. If I answer the call on my mobile, I’d be like, what should I say? I’m at home!!!

Did the laundry again, which was really hard work. But I’m proud of meself. Hehe. I did the laundry! Yeah, maybe you people will say there’s nothing to be proud of.. Just that maybe I’m too spoiled in the past, with maid and parents around to so called “spoon feed” me. [I’m going nuts. The bloody phone is ringing constantly!!!!! Stop calling already! Total missed calls: 13.]

I feel that kids nowadays are super pampered. What they want their parents would try their best or rather definitely get for them. Well, what to do? Kids what. Don’t get for them, what they’ll do is cry, “hate” you.. Whatever. Yeah, I’ve tried these before. Sometimes they work. SOMETIMES, not all the times. Well well.

I think it’s gonna rain or something. They called and called and called just to tell me to keep the clothes. Damn annoying manz. I just threw my phone aside. Didn’t it occur to them that what if I already went out? PARENTS. Sometimes really… how should I put it, “no brains”? Well, whatever.

Gonna stop here already. I’m gonna watch tv or maybe continue msn-ing. Tonight got Apprentice, I’m not gonna missed it manz!

May my tomorrow be a blessed and good fine week. Ciao people =)

Woo~ I'm FRESH and CLEAN man, baby! Hahaha.. I just came back from the market like around 1130am, settled down abit, went to take a shower, really feel shoik now manz. Munching my "dao sa bao" now. =)

Haven't been to the market for ages. I think the last time I went was like a few months ago.. Cos I really hate the market, especially when it's in the super wet condition.. But today, it was really happening. There's like a pasar malam and there were tons of things manz. Clothes that I've seen in Far East and Bugis Street were all there, selling cheap!! But I didn't get it lah, abit not my style. Bought some tees that were originally from G2000 and U2. Cheap manz.. Dirt cheap. It's like you pay the price for 1 tee in G2000/U2, you can get 5 pieces of tees from the market and still got balance. Had a bowl of "dao huay" and it tasted real good. Better than you take away. Then my fear. Went to the other side of the market where they sell all the veggies and everything, and god, they were wet manz. Dead wet. I was like walking like a robot to prevent my slippers from getting wet and walking sooooo slowly cos I think the soles of my slippers are kinda worn out. I was like damn cautious to prevent from falling/ slipping.

Oh. The other reason I hate going to the market is that it's very crowded, and people had to or will have to or must squeeze their way through even if there's no space. Yeah, but today wasn't that bad lah, although there were lotsa people. I was like kinda "molested" by 2 small kids. One touched my butt! I thought who the hell so "bu zhi si huo" come and touch me... Walao. The other was one malay boy, a few years old I think, touched my leg leh! Wahh.. Nowadays kids ah.. Haiyo.. All perverts ah... I think this week I like kenna "mentally + physically molested" the most times leh! Walao... Suay sia. I saw my friend just now.. With her mom. Was quite shocked to see her though. Cos we haven't been seeing each other for like, almost 1 year? Yeah. Sad huh. We just live like opposite each other, just across the street.

Yup. That's all for this morning. Haha.. I'm really have the cravings for waffles. Anyway... I think I'll blog later IF there are things for me to blog about. heh. I wanna go out, somebody help!

Okay. I’m back blogging again. Hahaha. Well.. Am writing in MS Word just in case blogger.com got some errors. Cos yesterday and this morning there was the same errors and I kept republishing the entire blog and index.. AHahaha.. So.. I’m once bitten twice shy. Heh. Better be more conservative. Today’s really a dull day for me apart from the morning trip to market. I lied to my parents that I’m going out this afternoon but the fact is that I stayed at home. And now they are calling and calling and calling. Call the house not enough, call my mobile. It’s not that I don’t wanna answer their calls, if I answer the house phone, they’ll know I’m at home. If I answer the call on my mobile, I’d be like, what should I say? I’m at home!!!

Did the laundry again, which was really hard work. But I’m proud of meself. Hehe. I did the laundry! Yeah, maybe you people will say there’s nothing to be proud of.. Just that maybe I’m too spoiled in the past, with maid and parents around to so called “spoon feed” me. [I’m going nuts. The bloody phone is ringing constantly!!!!! Stop calling already! Total missed calls: 13.]

I feel that kids nowadays are super pampered. What they want their parents would try their best or rather definitely get for them. Well, what to do? Kids what. Don’t get for them, what they’ll do is cry, “hate” you.. Whatever. Yeah, I’ve tried these before. Sometimes they work. SOMETIMES, not all the times. Well well.

I think it’s gonna rain or something. They called and called and called just to tell me to keep the clothes. Damn annoying manz. I just threw my phone aside. Didn’t it occur to them that what if I already went out? PARENTS. Sometimes really… how should I put it, “no brains”? Well, whatever.

Gonna stop here already. I’m gonna watch tv or maybe continue msn-ing. Tonight got Apprentice, I’m not gonna missed it manz!

May my tomorrow be a blessed and good fine week. Ciao people =)

Wah.. Finally got the time to sit down properly and blog this evening. Came home around 7, washed and hanged them to dry, cook my own dinner, and now.. finally finished all the chores [sounds unbelieveable eh?] and I'm sipping my "luo han guo". Hee.

I didn't feel well the past dew days.. including today and I just coughed and coughed and coughed. Haiz. Where's that someone whom I need isn't here to care for me? Ahh.. Well.. Maybe, you know, people's busy or what.

Went for French class this afternoon. Damn scary, cos I didn't know where I was going when I came out of the MRT station. To turn left, or right? That was the question that was bothering me since I boarded from Tanah Merah. But I just turned left anyway.. HAaha.. Kinda follow my heart and instincts.. And voila! I got it. Heh. Smart ass. lol. I was on the right track. Reached the school around 2 [cos class start at 2.30] and I was early. Bought the books, and went to the classroom [room 301], I was the second one to reach. So.. as time passes gradually more and more people arrived, and it accumulated 16 students in the class, which included 6 guys and 10 ladies. Woo~ We rule manz! There was a Korean and Thai lady, German uncle, Hindu couple or maybe siblings [whatever] And our teacher was supposed to be a lady called Christelle, and think she went for a holiday and AND ANDDDDD.. this substitue French teacher, a guy!!! He came in manz.. At first I was thinking, I thought suppose to be a lady, how come man sia.. sommore call "Christelle".. So gu niang name.. But no!!! HE's only to replace Christelle for this week.. Walao.. He damn good-looking manz! I thought the school change teachers for our class.. Damn.. I was so PSYCHED! He's so so so so so so so so so so handsome! [Okay.. I'm getting a little overboard here.. but really. Shuai manz.] I was like, "WOW". Jaw dropped, everything dropped when he came in lor. Anyway, his name's Jerome [pronounced as "JGeer-ohm"]. Wanted to like "tou pai" and post it on my blog but I didn't get to do so.. Later the person sitting beside me think I pervert. LOL. And so students studying in TP you all "you fu" already. He's teaching there lor. And he's staying near my house.. Siglap that area. OMg. *Melts* Hahaha.. I don't know why I have the likings for ang mohs lah. See already damn crazy wan.

I was such a noob, retard, whatever.. there as in instead of pushing the toilet door, I pulled it. -.- So in the end I didn't go to the toilet until breaktime when I see people pushing the door then I "huang ran da wu". LOL. Got to make some new friends there.. All's like a first-timer taking french and there's this guy.. damn idiotic.. He's not like my age la.. Think about 30 years or so.. We were like, "Je'mappelle Colette, et toi?" And he like, "Huh? Corner?" Cor your si lang tao lor.. I was like C-O-L-E-T-T-E!! Not Corner!!! -.- If not "Collect". Walao eh.. Si beh suay ah. Then there's these 2 other guy who sat 2 seats away from me.. One looked like William Hung, and the other look abit "kia kia" [scared] cos he's like shaking whenever the teacher asked him to speak and when he's talking to me.. HAHAHAHA.. Funny. And got one Indian guy, Jerome sorta "lured" him by saying, "who wants to take a look at this dictionary?" and he raised up his hand and he fell into Jerome's trap! Hahaha.. SO he was like supposed to look for a word in the dictionary and spell it in French, and I was totally "liak bo kiu" lor. Dunno what spelling he. And when he wanted to repeat, he said "reh-peh-teh-teh" which made the class laughed so hard. hahaha. Extra "teh"! Sheesh. I think the class would be fun if Jerome was around.. HAhaha.. I'd make him my motivation to attend French lessons every Saturday. But too bad. He's not my permanent French teacher. Aw man.

Anywayyyy.. Class ended like 5.30pm and I was hesitating whether to go town to makan, cos stay at home also quite bored. But no one jio, so head home lor. Now I'm done with blogging. I'm gonna get dinner for my dad. And later I gotta plan something to do tomorrow. People, any plans? Please take me out with you! I'm free tomorrow manz!

If you were my girl

If you were my girl

If you were my girl

Aching to see the sun again

Aching to see your eyes to see how they shine

They make this world a better place

Aching to see you smile again

Aching to hear you laugh and say I'm not dreaming

When you caress my hair

Your touch so warm and gentle baby

Then I can see true happiness at last

If you would be my girlfriend

Then I would be in heaven

Then I could do anything

I'd stand on my head and sing if you were my girl (girlfriend) [x 2]

I wish I could feel your lips right now

Wish I could let my hand

Glide through your hair

I wish I could softly hold your hand

I wish I could tell you every dream

I wish I could tell you everything that I feel

I wish I could tell you that

I need you here to kiss me baby

If only I could get my self to say

If you would be my girlfriend

Then I would be in heaven

Then I could do anything

I'd stand on my head and sing if you were my girl(girlfriend) [x 2]

There are so many beautiful (so many girls) girls in the world

But there's only one girl that I want (So many girls)

And I've chosen today that I can't ever stay

Unless I can stay here with you

If you would be my girlfriend (Girlfriend)

Then I would be in heaven (In heaven, In heaven)

Then I could do anything

I'd stand on my head and sing if you were my girl (Girlfriend)

If you were my girl

If you would be my girlfriend(If you were my girl, I'd give you the world)

Then I would be in heaven (Yeah, yeah)

Then I could do anything

I’d stand on my head and sing if you were my girl(girlfriend)

If you were my girl

If you would be my girlfriend (My girlfriend)

Then I would be in heaven (In heaven)

Then I could do anything

I’d stand on my head and sing (you know I’d do it)

If you were my girl

If you were my girl[ x 2]

If you were my girl (If you were my)

If you were my girl [x 2]

If you were my girl

Slept at 1 plus last night.. Hahaha.. Latest time I ever slept ever since school started.

I was listening to a1 songs the whole day! My god. The three of my favourites [If you people ever get to hear these songs, listen in this sequence: "If you were my girl", "You're not in love" and "Three times a lady"]. It kinda portrayed a picture from a guy started to like this girl and he'd do anything to get her, and when they got together, problems somehow somewhat arises the girl's not in love and then break up. Woo - problems - end. Sad.

Three times a lady

Thanks for the times that you've given me

The memories are all in my mind

And now that we've comeTo the end of our rainbow

There's somethingI must say out loud

You're once, twice Three times a lady

And I love you

Yes, you're once, twice Three times a lady

And I love you I love you

When we are together

The moments I cherish

With every beat of my heart

To touch you, to hold you

To feel you, to need you

There's nothing to keep us apart

You're once, twice Three times a lady

And I love you ..... I love you

It's 10 minutes to 6 in the evening, yeap, I'm still at home. Not much so of rotting today, cos I found some fun stuff to do.. Heh heh. Wanted to go into power nap after I blog earlier this morning, but I couldn't, so I went YOU-TUBING! It's my saviour to everything, from boredom to madness. Thanks so much manz. I was like practically watching ex UK boyband A1.. The first ever English band that I ever got crazy, fanatic, whatever you called it, about. Too bad they spilt up. I found some old songs, but never got to hear before, I didn't know I have those songs until I dug out from my drawer of cd collections! And they were now on my repeat mode. Sent my beo bei err some songs.. The lyrics were super touching indeed. Oh! And I found the French version of "Caught in the middle", sung together with Eve Angeli.. I think she's some French singer or whoever she is. Hahaha.

The reason I love about a1 is that they produced motivating and encouraging songs. I've never been sick of listening to their songs. They're the best!! =)

You're not in love

The sun is shining, the rain comes in

And i don't know what to do, no...

I don't know where I'm going or where I've been cos my mind is hooked on you.

Words escape me and tears come down and day slowly turns to night

And i think of all we could have been,I gave up the fight.

And you don't (you don't),

Understand (understand),

Girl you make me all i am,

But i'm starting to see, just how hard it can be, on my own

And i'm sorry baby won't you come home?

You said that we'd been defeated

But oh i am so addicted

Your love is all i need to get by.

You told me that you and i would always be true

But you lied

And you're not in love and i don't know why

No, i don't know why

The days around me and years roll on

And i still don't think it's right (don't think it's right)

And i have so much love to give,

But i gave up the fight.

Now you don't (you don't),

Understand (understand),

Girl you made me all i am,

Now i've started to see, just how hard it could be, on my own

And i'm sorry baby won't you come home?

You said that we'd been defeated,

But oh i am so addicted,

Your love is all i need to get by.

You told me that you and i would always be true,

But you lied

And you're not in love and i don't know why.

No i can't make it alone (i don't know why)

And i can't be here without you in my life

And so i ask you, why, you still deny?

And you don't,

Understand,

Girl you made me all i am

But i'm starting to see, just how hard it can be, on my own

And i'm sorry baby won't you come home?

You said that we'd been defeated,

But oh i am so addicted,

Your love is all i need to get by.

You told me that you and i would always be true,

But you lied

And you're not in love and i don't know why.

No, i don't know why,

Just tell me why,

Please tell me why.

Whoa~ Just finished mopping the floor. Tiring stuff. o..kay.. So I'm not used to doing these "house-wife-stuff", but I'm learning though. =)))

Had my breakfast as early as 1030, but I'm still feeling hungry and tired as well. Must be not sleeping well last night again. Hmm.. Normally I have lots of things to blog about but today, my mind seems to be going blank. I can't think of anything to write. Sigh. Maybe later or at night will be blogging again ba.

Well, today "self-off" again, so probably staying at home since no one and no place to go.. I'm gonna go back and sleep awhile more.

Just got home about half an hour ago. Today 3 people[s] said I was like in the mood for National Day. Cos I wore a red tee and a white skirt with shoes. You people know who you are yeah. =)

Finally MMD lessons for the week ended, which means tomorrow no need to go school! Yay! Well, MMD lessons are kinda slack, and interesting too! Learnt how to do some animations using ppt and all. Hahaha. Sucked at ppt. Well, after class we [my bao berr and muah] was still deciding whether to go out and jalan jalan anot.. So eventually we made up our minds to go somewhere nearer --- went to TPY makan @ the food court. Had "Ma la la mian" with chunks of chicken, but it didn't seem to be spicy enough and we weren't satisfied with lunch.

After that, we bought some kuehs from the Bengawan Solo and gosh, they tasted real good manz, I love it! We just continue eating and eating. Saw a bread shop [bakery?], went to buy "HK pollo bun" and "coffee bun" plus "ji dan gao" hahaha.. We were hell of a full but just continue eating anyway. Hee. Didn't spend very long there, cos there're no places of interest. So we parted like 1300hrs? Yeah. Took a long, lonely train ride back to Tanah Merah.

Saw my neighbour on my way back, and at the bus stop, there's this freaky pervert that kept looking at my direction. He is really.. OMG.. Cannot make it kind.. He's bald, middle-aged, but he's like an office person. Walao, while waiting for the bus he kept looking over here manz! So sick!! Sommore I took the same bus as him manz! WTH!!! And he sat the opposite direction of me! WALAO! Ok, maybe I'm thinking too much, but he really looked at me lor. Whenever I looked at him and gave him a glaring stare, he looked away. Bast*rd sia. He alighted the same stop!! Oh gosh. I kept noticing that he was noticing me.. Haiz.. Sad case manz.. I feel like giving him a punch on his ass face manz. Whatever, luckily he didn't follow my way home. Phews.

Anyway, no one's at home and my mom just bought a whole lot of bread.. for me and left it on my com table here.. Man, I'm not worried to die of starvation. Blog later, ciaO =)

Ohhh my god. I just got home. It's been pouring heavily outside since.. about 4 plus. Yeah. It kinda stopped already. Anyway, school was alright, not that bad, finished class earlier than expected again. Which is a good thing. Reached YCK around 1215, waited for my "bao bei" then went down to top up my card. Damn it manz.. Shouldn't have topped. Grrr! I missed it lah! Haiz. [Ignore this if you don't know what am I blabbering about =) ] Mr Woon is our MMD tutor.. and he sure is a funny guy manz! Speaks chinese, crap a little, yea.. kinda enjoy the lesson apart from walking around the class, meaning can't log into msn and chat in peace. hee

He taught us quite a few program software thing.. Much related to Adobe but it's called the Image something.. Can't remember already. Then he taught us how to make an animated video.. something like that using paint. Hahaha.. and my ball was cut off into half.. also don't know why.. I took a video of it.. Damn funny.. Bounce halfway half of the circle gone. LOL.

After class, I wanted to go home straight but change my mind. So I went to my aunty's place instead. On my way there, gosh, firstly in the mrt. Walaoeh, dunno what happen manz, wherever I sit there sure will be an "85" smell lingering beside me sia.. Then I changed place to a corner seat. Then this secondary school guy came and stood leaning on the glass.. WALAO.. that is hell of an "85" lor! Luckily he got out of the train a few stops later.. Can't stand the smell.. My god... I almost fainted! Sheesh. Secondly, I can't believe who I saw manz. Initially never see her wan, but dunno why I saw. Couldn't even recognise her manz.. Looked abit weird with that "cheena" hairstyle which most of the "C" people would do it. [Haha if you are reading this, no offense manz, I just think you look weird. Just ignore my comment if you don't wish to see =) ] Obviously she saw me, and she just turned away. Heck, I saw you too. Seriously you look better with your last time the hairstyle.. The way you dress.. and the current hairstyle plus the bag and slippers.. hmmm.. 3 words: Orh ba san. Well.. who cares? Maybe you don't even treat me as your friend anymore, let alone others.

My cousin's computer has some problem, so wasn't able to blog until now. oh well, think I'll stop here. I'm really very full. Haiyo.. wanna puke alr.

Woke up quite early today.. about 9. had my breakfast haha the usual stuff [Oats] but today abit more "hao liao" got "ba zhang"! heh heh. Shared half of it with my mom. Too big already, cannot finish.

Didn't really slept well last night, was coughing real badly in the middle of the night. But mommy very "ti tie" she woke up in the morning and cooked "luo han guo" for me! *Thanks mommy!* Gosh, love her to bits, but sometimes she very troublesome, and I always quarrel with her... Well.. she's my mom. I love her more than anything else. =) [Yea and my dad too that stingy bird brain. haha.. Cos he everytime drag the time of giving me allowance. I broke liao lah! -.-]

Strangely I think although my parents are always bickering with each other, the way the argue, the conversation is so cute. HAHAHA.

Heard that he's going to K.L today which means.. [Woo Hoo] can go out until late late.. lol. Hahaha.. no la.. Even so I also don't wish to stay up/out until so late.. Cos "yi ge nu hai zi zai wai tou liu lang" very dangerous ah.. lol.

PS* Donnie! Chionging time manz!

Now's only what, 1015hrs? Need to get ready real soon. Class is starting at 1300hrs. Dunno need to get notes or not.. Haiz, dunno, dun care.

Bao berr ah [lol] don't keep auditioning...

Well well.. What do you know? I'm really at home the whole day. Miracle hadn't appear. I've been in front of the com for almost 8.5 hours manz. Sheesh. I've done nothing but eat, polish my nails [but it didn't turn out nice] chat in msn [with Zhen Jie.. thanks for the company manz], instill eye drops into my eye from the irritation I got, listening to a1 songs, blah blah blah and the list goes on.

I'm not getting bored anymore, I'm gonna have a super early night no matter if I turn or toss in bed. 845 sharp. Straight into bed. Lights out. Tomorrow school at 1.

Wah, I really can't believe my eyes if I never seen it myself. Gosh. I've seen the pictures! All the ones I don't wish to see. God. This is crazy. I'm kinda shocked to.. see manz. Are you really the one? *headache* Jia lat manz.. How am I suppose to continue with this? Must clarify sia.. Must must must.

[ok ppl, you guys can just ignore this paragraph of crap I wrote]

Today's a brrrrand new day, as well as a public holiday, which means people like us no need to go to school [hooray & boo]. Hooray because can stay at home and sleep, boo because wake up already don't know what to do. Anyway, I'd like to wish the "ma lai tong bao men" Selamat Hari Raya.

So today will be another B-O-R-i-n-g day for me, unless suddenly a message comes and says, "free anot? wanna go out?" which is I think so impossible to happen lor. I need something call "miracle". Whatever it takes, I'll be at home ready anytime. heh heh. Desperate to get out of the house ah, imagine you're alone at home, wah, really freakin boring manz.

I thought I can find something to do when I'm super free, but I don't seem to find anything that I can do [yah, except the housework.. I'm almost becoming a part-time home maker already] . Daddy asked me to go his office to help him pack stuff, but I don't feel like going. Cos all he does is pack pack and pack, and I think it's so meaningless for me to do that although it helps to kill time.

Hmm.. I think this will be my entry for now. Will update again maybe later. *fingers crossed*

Sob.. I wanna cry liao lah!!

Dying of boredom... Not today.. I'm worried more for tomorrow. Hari Raya manz.. Public holiday... Alone at home like today. I don't want!!! I'll die of rotting! What am I suppose to do? You tubing? MSN online chat? VCD marathoning? Go Tampines to keep Pepper company? Blog?

Sure I'll blog, just that later blog too much people see already also irritated cos I keep complaining and nagging. Walao..

I don't need to go shopping, whatever. I can or rather prefer to just sit down for hours somewhere and talk/gossip/what have you with someone. Shopping is once a while thingy lor. I also don't have the cash to spend lor. Think what? My family operate money-printing factory ah?

Feel damn sad. My legs and hands have more than 10 mosquito bites. It's so itchy that I scratched until it bled and it looks horrible! *cries* It started on Thursday lor. Then Friday night I kenna 6 more. Crazy manz. Haiz. I also "moodless" to do anything liao la.

Wah.. I'm finally having my lunch.. Maggi Mee la.. Not what sumptous "hao liao".. Give me a few minutes to finish my mee =)

*Back*

Okay. Today's the second week of Sem 2, and class starts at 9am. I was supposed to wake up at 715 this morning and when my alarm went off, I just pressed the "snooze'' button to the "turn off" alarm. Hahaha.. SO in the end my mom woke me up at 8 by screaming, "ni ji dian yao chu men?" I was like, "ba dian er shi la" [820]. " Then ni hai bu qi lai?! Ba dian liao leh!"

Very reluctantly, I pulled myself outta bed and went to take a shower and rush rush rush to school. Luckily, PIE never jam.. If jam.. die liao, cos I left house at 830 lor! Phews. Had a heavy breakfast too, that caused me to had a real bad tummyache. Actually I think it's the grapes I ate last night, cause I started to feel weird after consuming them. Reached school at 850, saw my bao bei [lol] waiting for me at the atrium. [24/10 ahhh.. i know. 1.38pm.. you know. hee. shhhh] Went to D508 for MMD class and it was that Mr Faun, he came to "dai ke" cos the supposed lecturer is Mr Woon or whoever, but he wasn't here. He uses a pink motorola phone that I think drove ah ma crazy [PINK leh!!] and his ringtone was Jay Chou's "dong feng po" and the way he answered his calls, so funny, "heh-low?" And he speaks chinese! "Ke yi ma?" or something like that. And breaktimes were 15 minutes long. All the while I wasn't listening to his lesson cos he was showing some boring animation, flash or what, I was busy reading people's blog and buzzing in msn. HAHAHA. But he's a real entertainer manz. Very fun. Class ended earlier than we expected, at 11! That's 1 hour earlier than usual time table. Later, me and my bao bei [lol.. cannot stop laughing sia] went to NC to get drinks and FJ to get my choc pancake and headed straight home.

I was like enduring the pain all the way home manz.. Plus my sore throat and a bit of flu and backaches.. Gosh, I felt like dying when I reached YCK mrt station. Reached home and bathe and then tried to connect to the net but failed cos the stupid DSL light kept blinking. So I went to take a nap. Woke up at about 2, and spent the 1 hour and a half reading and reading people's interesting blogs, then had lunch, now still blogging. Heh.

It rained just now, and I sprung outta my seat to go collect the clothes that were out to dry. I think this is really a "kao yan" for me, cos I'm all alone at home, and I have to manage stuff that I've never done before. I'm beginning to be independent. Big girl liao! =)

Tomorrow's a public holiday, by right got lessons, so make up lesson is on Wednesday at 1 till 4, so jia lat manz, in the afternoon sure very sian wan. no one is free tomorrow! My bao bei going elsewhere with "else-one" so I should be staying at home bah.

Ohh, and I finally know who that person is already... Finally I know.. No, should me, I know it eventually. [WYSI-WYG] and [FMTK-FUTG] Muahahahaha..

I wanna find food already. Hungry. Ciao ppl.

The weather for today, quite jia lat. PSI is only 71 and I'm having eye irritation, sore throat and abit of flu.. Oh my god. Must be Friday.. Went up to 4th floor the seats there and wait. Haiz.

I just came back from Orchard.. About 1 hour ago. I just ate and ate, ate and ate. Went to Far East [first stop again] and wanted to buy the chicken and cheese sausage, but couldn't decide between the both, so in the end I abandoned the choice. Went up to 5th floor, Ah ji wanted to eat the sweet and sour fish + rice, and I didn't want, so again we went to search for food that we both agree on. Heh. So went to this shop beside and had "zha jiang mian" and "wo tie". Hmm.. Compared to the Tanjong Pagar one, the "wo tie" at Far East lost.

"Zha Jiang mian"

"Wo tie"

Then walked to Lucky Plaza haha then "shun bian" went into the "C.S" HAHAHAHA. Then, to Taka and bought "luo han guo ju hua" and 3 doughnuts which I ate one cos tempted. lol. After that.. Heeren. Saw the "NYP star" there. Bought my specs box, but not frog wan, so I ended up buying the doggie. Oh!! and the Doreamon, super cute! =) Eyes can change 5 times. Hee

My doughnuts

My specs box

Yeaa. Went to Cine, walked around, but nothing much. The place quite dead. Overall I'm really happy. Got the things I want.. And a super big thank you to my ah ji for being my counsellor. =)

Me and jie jie [bao bei.. LOL]

Ooh.. I don't feel good at all. Second time blogging today, just had fried rice for dinner and I feel abit sick. Not love sick lah, sick as in sore throat and my head's kinda giddy. My eyelids are like getting heavier, but I can't seem to sleep... And I'm still waiting for someone to callll me.. Been waiting for her since evening. She must be AUDITIONING. MUST BE.

Saturday is here! I'm as usual, staying at home with loads of free time to killlllll. Yes, I'm a time-killer, murderer, whatever. Munching nata de coco now. Hee. Yummy.

Wanted to blog this morning, but blogger.com seemed to have a little trouble opening the "create a post" page. But now... Yeah, it's alrighty now. I think I'm alone at home, don't know where my mom went and daddy went to office. I just woke up from my nap, hopefully I still can sleep later tonight. My eyebags are getting from bad to worse, I'm becoming a near relative to the panda family already.

Hmm.. It's 3 pm. I'm gonna watch tv liao, online also nothing to do. Damn sad.

I don't know what happened to my leg.. but ever since I wore the white sandles, they've been starting to have blisters, and skins are coming out.. It's so disgusting manz.. My god.. I really don't know what happen.. Maybe these few days pressurize myself too much.. Sigh.. Tomorrow my plans are: Sleep, sleep and more sleep!

Finally the weekend has come. That's the end of this week's module, BPD + PM. Today's lesson was real long, 4hours of lab with 20 minutes of break and the freakin' cold air con that almost numb-ed my poor hands. It's all about MS project or something.. Can't really seem to remember. I got really lost in the middle of the lesson and my answer don't tally with the given one. So I had no choice but to ask ah ji to save a copy of hers and use hers. The lesson ended eventually. Haha.. Time passed quite fast, I must say, cos we were all so busy typing and typing and she dismissed us at around 1230. Went to North Canteen and had a bowl of hort "zha yu pian mee fen". Haven't had that sooo long already.

Shall skip what I did after school. About 4 plus almost 5, I took 43 back to my house and yes.. it's quite a long way. Took about 1 hour to reach home. No one's at home now.. Can enjoy the silence. But still hazy around here. Haiz.. I'm quite shagged actually, cos I didn't had a good sleep last night.

Oh, Yeah. When I took 43 that time.. erm.. towards my sec school that area, the bus stopped at the traffic light there.. I looked out of the window and guess what I saw? Here, I'll show you the picture I took. Mother Nature really is interesting. *cheesy grin*

See anything familiar?

NO? Then take a closer look:

This is really funny, I was like "Oh my gawd-ing" in my mind. Hahaha. How interesting. Didn't know that trees have this "qi guan" wan manz. lol.

Having my breakfast [Quaker Oats + milk frm N*stle] now, while blogging. Tastes real good. =)

Today.. No lessons. No need to go to school which is located at far far away Ang Mo Kio. At all. Hmmm.. Plans for the day is still pending.. I might be going to my aunty place, or maybe stay at home. It feels wonderful where there's no maid at home, so household chores are divided among my mom, dad and me. Must learn to be independent already, cos previously very dependent on her.

Haiz! My hp very lonely ah! Not a single soul sends me a message.. and I'm having the second bowl of oats! Jia lat.. I think my stress level increase liao, that's why appetite level also increase.. My god.. Help manz!

Want to post something here.. but don't know if it's a good way of writing it down here... ? Hmmm.. maybe not. Shan't blog about it anyway.

Had a wonderful today. =)

Checked the PSI and it's about 70 at 6pm. Not bad. Better than a few days ago. =)

Class started at 9 and ended before 12 this morning. We had to do the last task for the BPD and PM and ah ji and me went up to present. Got stage fright laa.. But managed to bluff my way through though. Heh heh. After that some NYP people came to brief us about personal selling.. [Please people, buy some things from me!!] Then after the briefing me and ah ji chiong to Chinatown. hahahaha.. finally.!

First stop, "Ya Dong", where they selling delicious kaya toast I posted the picture in my blog, then ate Wan Ton mee, then later my Mango Sago. Didn't really enjoy mango sago much, cos according to the old man[Clarence], we went to wrong dessert shop. Spent almost 10 bucks purely on just eating. Wah.. Gonna grow fat already.

My Mango Sago

Oh! Ah ji got a jewellery shop in People's Park sia.. Hahaha.. Just go into the shop and just take whatever you need.. lol.

Ah ji's "shop"

Bought a shirt in Chinatown.. but there are other things I wanna buy! Quite ex also.. Gonna be a pauper soon manz.. I wanna get a Kappa bag I saw at JP the other time.. $69.90 lor.. Walao.. I wanna get it but damn hesitant.. Still thinking of it manz.. How how how??!!

Haiz.. Ah ji ah.. Help me! I'm still thinking whether or not to go back to Chinatown and buy.. I'm eyeing for aanother dress manz.. Gosh.. WORK!!! ANy lobangs?

Yes.. I'm home sweet home, back to my own cozy corner where my computer stays. Hee =) Today can be considered a looooong day, gosh, and I reached home about 6, this is considered super fast, cos usually I need an hour and a half or so to reach home. The bus was here when I reached the bus stop. Lucky me. :)

Was in school about 1330hrs today, what else? To buy the stupid notes from the printing shop. So darn thick. Haiz. The queue was suuuuper long, almost to the vending machines. Sigh. The aunty in there damn stupid wan lor, inside got 2 people working, then 1 eating, another one looked so busy, one man job leh! The one eating cannot stop eating first izzit!? Outside so many people queuing lor! Ass. Took such a long time to get that tweet set of notes. *grrr*

Class was boring as usual, and we had to do 2 tasks and luckily, it's a group work thingy. But still very sian. The "ang moh" the english quite cheem ah, so quite difficult to catch what's he's talking cos he talked very fast. -.-

He dismissed us at 1655hrs, I think. I was like, " Can I go home already?" at 1435hrs. So.. After that me and ah ji went home.. My god, 1 hour twain ride, so sian! When I came to school taking train, there was this lady taking her child, so noisy sia. Keep waving her "wand" [toy] and kept hitting me lor. Walao eh. Ok, that I don't care, cos she still a child, I don't blame her. BUT I felt even more pissed while I was on my way back manz. I don't know what the hell is wrong with men, MANZ. Got one guy in.. I think late 20s, he was talking to his friend all the way to City Hall until my stop there, wah, he damn asshole lor. I was like back facing back to him and he also, and he like got no space when his front got alot! Then whenever the train jerk he will like "brush" or "push" me using his back to my back lor. What the farking hell sia! He sommore stepped on my feet! Wah, what an ass manz. I stared at him real hard lah, and gave him that "hissing" sound. [Eh, I not a snake hor.] Bloody hell sia, "bu zhi dao "si" zi zen yang xie izzit" ? Then he kept looking over, if I really flared up I sure give him 1 tight five bleedy dollars wan lor! ta ma de... "qi si ren" !

Haiz, feel that my mood sometimes not stable. Haha. I sounded quite violent in my posts these few days. hahaha.. OHH!! She went back this morning! Gosh, you never see how happy I was when she left the house. but she's coming back after 2 weeks. I'm dreading her return.

My phone is getting so lonely nowadays. I feel so sad.. for my phone. Used to be ringing non stop. Hahaha. Yea, I'm being abit "kua zhang". Anyone, whoever, send me some messages, hahaha.

PS* Eh Donnie, my phone and your phone can be together already. The lonely phones. HAahaha.

Aiya, don't care already, I'm gonna have my dinner now.. So hungry! Haven't had anything since 11am. Sob. I'm starrrrving.!! Blog again manz.

Ahhh.. First week of the second semester of YEAR 2.

Just had me dinner, whoa~ a really full one. Cos I didn't had any lunch, only a curry "pok", half of the guava and a cup of orange juice. NC was really crowded, and by the time I place my order, the class would have already started.

Today's lesson was damn boring. Really. Notes were not avaliable in printing shop, and I think tomorrow would be avail. The lecturer is an Australian.. Michael Tri..something.. Don't know how to pronounce, but he's an "ang moh". hahaha.. He was like practically reading from the slides, makes no different from us reading ourselves. Really really really boring. Ah ma, ah ji and me was like to the verge of sleeping. Cannot take it. Damn sian. Luckily today's lesson was like 2 hours, if not sure die. Tomorrow confirm die liao, cos it's a 3 hour lesson and Friday it's 4. Sigh. There's alot of familiar faces too, mostly from French class last semester.

After class, went to compass point to walk around then to TM and CS. Heh. Bought my "zhen zhu naiii cha", feel real satisfied. hee=) Then.. Reached home around 730. Had a really incredible day. And... lesseee.. Oh, the maid is going home tomorrow! *grins* YEAH!!! Go home go home go home!!! dont come back don't come back don't come back! Oh yeah manz. Get the hell outta me house!

Later got Top model, haha. Yesterday's "Apprentice" was really exciting. Woo~! Alrighty. gonna stop here.

Yesterday huh.. Really "qi si ren"! When I finished blogging, the entry didn't appear! Waste my time. *grrr*

Anyway, I feel much better than yesterday. Yea, I mean my neck. I can like slowly lift it up and turn sideways. But it kinda hurts still. I wonder when it'll heal. Today's Sunday already, meaning end of holidays. Sad. Yea, but I'll get to go to school and do something, instead of staying at home being a useless person who has totally nothing to do except to sit around watch tv, sleep, eat, online.. All these entertainment stuff. I missed the busy project days that shagged me to death but please, not so much at one go! The haze level is pretty high today, and yes, my area here is full of haze. When will this "haze-fiesta" end? I wonder...

I had nothing to do today, as usual. Well. Since yesterday. So I tuned into you tube again and watch "Wei Xiao Pasta", currently pia until episode 10 and waiting for episode 11 to load. while waiting, might as well blog abit. Heh.

I still dread tomorrow to come, cos I dread 26 freakin weeks of TEP.. butat least I get to do something. Hee. Okay manz, I'm ready to go "wei xiao pasta-ing" again. Blog tomorrow! =)

I feel damn jia lat leh now. Haiz. Yea.. Cos of my neck, shoulders.. and now the pain triggers to my back.. Gosh, the pain is so unbearable. I had to sleep on my bolster the whole night yesterday and it left me hugging nothing to sleep. Sob. I had to slowly pull myself out from the bed cos if I bring myself up immediately, I might as well die. So pain manz! Sigh.

I've been checking the PSI online everyday. It's as if my daily routine checks.. I don't know why I do that too manz. My area here is start to get foggy and the horrible smell is back. Haiz, they just want to let us die. Horrid people.

HoHo.. Saturday's here, meaning Monday is coming soon! I hope my neck gets well and I'll be ready for school. My god, am I ever ready. Sigh. Today I'll be probably staying at home to "yang shang", haiz, tonight's steamboat can't go liao. Cos neck too pain already, "xing dong bu fang bian." *Sorry manz, people*

Oh yeah, Alex, I read your blog.. HAAhaa.. Don't worry so much lah, parents are always like that.. Must "ren" they all wan.. damn sian. I got same case as you lah, they all very unreasonable wan. Heck care them and just.. heck care. hahaha. And the person who told your aunty abt your hand is really a horrible person.. Why she says that? Walao.. very mean manz.. Stay away from her. Eh manz, cheer up lah. =)

The haze is back again! What more can I say? [Stupid haze]

Just checked the PSI for the day: 99. It's been increasing from 53 at 6am and now 99 at 6pm. My area here is as before, super blur, can't see the sea already. Smell's even stronger [ewww]. I'm really concerned about this manz, ever since it started. So many people are down with sickness cos of it. Haiz.

Everyone's out on a Saturday night, and I'm here, blogging and healing myself from a painful neck. I'm just either sitting up or lying down. It's really freaking painful, especially when you forgot that you can't turn your head and you turned it... My mom told me to go see a doctor or a sinseh, and I was like, "NO way man!"

Gosh, I'm the only person that is online right now. My handphone is so silent the whole day and it's becoming lonelier and lonelier. Yea, messages are decreasing too manz. Which means I can forget about worrying that I will exceed the monthly usage of my phone bill. =) Yea, and I'm getting lonely too. I am forever worrying about useless things. Like JS said, "bu yao xiang tai duo, hui shang shen." Haiz, it's mind over matter. I know.

I went to visit my grandparents this afternoon, despite the pain in my neck. At one point of time I was really unable to stand the pain. They went to the temple there cos today's the "huat zu gong" birthday and heard that there's this "kee dang" thing going on in the temple. Didn't really watch the "kee dang" haha.. Scared lah. My aunty told me she let the "jiu wang ye" or who chase before.. So scary lor. Don't dare to see also, but I heard they said "qi tian da sheng" came down. I waited outside, and the joss stick smell plus the haze smell.. untorlerable [is there such word?]. Bo bian but to wait. Yea, I tagged along. Now I feel worse than before. Someone help!

I'm gonna stop here already. Gonna makan soon. Blog tomorrow. Ciao =)

Today went to take my specs, but before that met jie jie at CCK mrt there first. On the way to the bus-stop [my house there], I met my primary school mate, walao, still can recognise her! I was like, "Victoria?" Then she, "ya" hahaha. We talked until Outram where she had to get down and take another train to harbour front.


Jie jie was as usual, late. By right she will reach either on the dot or early. Very seldom late. heh heh. And I was so hungry. After taking my specs then we went to Jurong Point, walk around. That's where I had my bits and pieces of lunch. Today my intake of carbo damn high, keep eating bread and a piece of "hum jim pang". Jia lat, then now just finish a cup of aloe vera. Somebody help me control my diet! I don't wanna grow fat manz! Gosh. Oh ya, show you my specs, without me in it, of course. =) Don't know why I'm in love with green color. haha

It's been quite awhile, almost a couple of years since I went to JP. Nothing much changed, just that I'm abit too excited about the toilets. There are mirrors in the cubicles! Hahahaha. Make me until so sua koo. There are mirrors everywhere! I love mirrors manz! HAHAHA.

Wanted to get my Pearl Milk Tea but the sweet talk there don't have. Sadded. Must spend $2.50 for it from Cool Station lor. Walao, wait long ah. $2.50 can buy 2 of them from sweet talk still got change lor. Hmmm.. lessee.. what/ where else did we do/go?

Oh, jie jie then later brought me to this pet shop that so many cute liddle pups are for sale! "ai bu shi shou" manz.. Ma ka ji ji! Went to popular to get some stationaries for next week, cos school gonna start on the 16th. Can't wait, yet still dreading. I don't know what I want lah, but today is Friday, last week of holidays, supposedly to be out p-a-r-t-y-i-n-g but I feel so shagged, muscle aching, shoulders aching, I can't lift and turn my head and it's spinning... Aiyo.. "ren lao ti ruo duo bing ah", sianned.

Reached home about 5 plus, I realised that from Boon Lay to Tanah Merah needs about 1hour and from Tanah Merah to CCK 1.5hrs. This is far manz. I've been heading to the West side these few days just to get that stupid pair of specs. Anyway, I'm home, who cares? hee.

Thinking of this, I feel pissed manz. Tell me, why the hell my dad's favourite maid is being such a dumb ass? You know what she did? Damn it manz. When I came home, she ran into the toilet [think I dunno, pls lor, i not stupid], then "kay kay" come out. I heard it, although I was on my MP3. Then I heard the timing [tick tock tick tock] of the toaster which came from the kitchen. I was thinking why there's a cloth over it when something's cooking? I went to open the toaster and found 2 pieces of bread inside. Walao! I saw already damn pissed la, want to use then use la, so secretive for what? If so scared people scold then don't eat lah. Damn dumb wan leh. I discriminate her sia! Then when she came out of the toilet I said something really sacarstic.

"Why you put the cloth over the toaster? Want to burn the whole house down izzit? So clever ah? Burn lor, burn lah, burn everything lor, then nobody can stay lor. Burrrrrrn."

I don't give a damn to her manz, she's such an irritating creep. I dislike her so much. I really hopes that she GO and DON'T EVER come back. *****!

I finished movie marathoning for the day. This includes 3 Hong Kong movies [Qing Sheng, Cop Shop Babes and The con man in Vegas] hahahaha.. Simply super hilarious. I was laughing my arse out the whole time. I remember the last time I watched all these shows was when I'm in the secondary school days. I prepared about 10 vcds to watch, but I guess I'll save some for the weekends, since I've really got nothing to do.

Frankly speaking, I'm quite depressed today. I almost made someone mad and.. I don't know.. It seemed as if something's troubling me. I mean I feel heavy inside of me. Maybe I'm too free, "moodless" to do nothing and.. Haiz.. I think I'm really sensitive to the stuff around me. And ever since I started holidays, I've become more naggy and absent minded. I want to do something that can make my brains stay active! Work, study, whatever! Aiya, I don't want to think anymore. My brain needs rest. Been thinking of so many things since last month.

The PSI for today at this time is about 38, which is considered good already. My area here is so windy and clear. It's becoming like before, and I'm really glad. I happened to see the papers that was lying on the sofa, and the front news headlines was "Yudhoyono apologises for the haze for Singapore and Malaysia." I think they should apologise earlier, wait until now then apologise, isn't abit too late? I mean, they let us people suffer so much and now sorry?? God, is it only a word sorry that can settle problems? [ru guo dao qian you yong de hua, hai xu yao jing cha gan ma?] Okayyy.. that was a line I stole from some Taiwan drama series. Anyway, I really have a spiltting headache. I think I'm gonna go take a walk later. Gonna stop here.