Was swimming half way when I saw this guy at the pool this morning, who was really good looking. And had a great body. Woo-hoo ! At first I thought he was an ang moh, but he turned out to be a chinese. He had 3 tattoos, 2 on his arm and 1 on his back. When he was getting ready to jump into the pool, looked like MP at that momnet. Oh gosh I was mesmerised by him !!! He swam laps of freestyle and haiz, I only can admire from far =( Haiz, yao yun mo fan.

Anyways, side track a little bit. I can really confirm my IMC lecturer is a "se lang", "lao tiko", "yin dang" and whatever cheap name you can think of. Wah he's damn bloody disgusting lor. He was citing an example on Tiger Airways and said that he recently bought a pair of tixs to Kota Kinabalu for just 10 bucks. Then some students were saying," wah so cheap why didn't he tell us earlier" that kind of stuff, and then he continued saying,"Anyone wants to go anot I meet you all there then we can go suntanning together... Only girls are welcome, the guys I will not entertain hor tell you all first ah."

Everyone "eeeeeeeeeee-ed". Of course he was just joking lah, but then his sense of humor is about way off.

Then he went on with his lecture, and we came to this word call "Pilferage" and it looks cheem right, and he asked if anyone knows the meaning of it. Everyone started to talk among themselves and suddenly a girl shouted "theft" and then he said, "wah ! come that person, let me give you a kiss."

My goodness lol. Horrible lecturer.

It's a gruelling period. I can feel MORE stress coming in. I am stress, but now even stresser. Aiyo I cannot take it manz. I saw the exam timetable this morning and I was speechless. I hardly have time to study ! But on the happy note, I have exactly 2 months break after exams. Gosh. Die, die, die.

DIEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!

Things were not smooth going for me last week. I don't know why the hell I should be the one accepting those facts and come here to whine and complain about everything. I really wished that things could be good when sem started a couple of months back, but it didn't turn out to be fine. You have people* who are not (fill in the blanks yourself) at all. It's very difficult for me to elaborate as maybe, who knows, people* will just come across this blog and read this then I'll be in deep deep trouble ! Maybe people* in turn use witch craft to "dui fu" me. LOL ! =.=

I don't want to bad-mouth people lah... People* know what they* had done.

Other than that, nothing much. I just know I'm surrounded with too many horrible people. It really took time for me to reveal their true colours. Sighs, but one thing I don't understand, how come BAD people get to run away so easily and the good ones are always the scapegoat ?

I should just shut up for now.

Honestly speaking, if you ever come to read this, I need to tell you this:

With a friend like you, there's no need for me to have any other enemies.

I initiated to talk to you because we were so bloody close friends years back but because of some small stupid misunderstanding, we stopped talking for almost 3 years. I thought that day since I'm back talking to you and all, everything would go back to normal. Hah, silly me, that's just my part of wishful thinking. I am so aware that things wouldn't go back to bloody normal as before, but the way you treat me, I really can't take it anymore. I told myself to give everyone a chance cos ultimately it's only fate that brings us here to be friends and let bygones be bygones. I just feel that you are just an insincere creep that I really don't know what the hell you are trying to get from me. Whatever you do and all I already expected your answer, always last minute changing the time, the venue, or just say you can't make it cos something cropped up the last minute. Come on, the day I asked you out you said ok, then the next moment you texted to give an excuse, then from then onwards you are always avoiding me. I just don't know what the hell you are trying to do. I really hate it. I don't hate you, but I hate what you give.

Bloody hell, I already control myself so many times already. From the day you asked me if I'm free and want to go out no matter how bloody busy yet I said yes. I can just leave my projects aside just to meet up with you. But you ? Gave me whole lot of crap. I had already expected your message sooner or later yet I was still hoping for some miracle. But today, I couldn't take it anymore.

I really hate your crap ! You are the WORST FRIEND EVER !

I NEED ASPRINS !!!!!!!! =/

Don't know why I get tired so easily. I count myself lucky cos I have like almost 9 hours of sleep almost everyday but I still feel heavy on the head. Gees.

Je deteste etre stesser. C'est tres mauvais.

It's amazing to see how people actually struggle with their lives, coping with stress from all areas, whether it's from relationship, work and school. It's damn tough but some people can really cope it well but some others.......

Well, c'est la vie ! c'est la vie c'est la vie !!! haha.

Argh ! I feel like shit. I got back AMCA's project result already which really sucks... Got a credit. =.= I'm like so sian half. And exams, I don't know how the hell am I going to go through the turmoil again. Still got one and a half sem more, can't take it any longer !

I was looking for unethical advertising news articles for my project when I thought of going to You Tube to search for some ads more to the creative side. Then I accidentally clicked to one of the videos on the right panel and it was this pancake ad.. I think it's the most retarded ad I've seen in my entire life. lol.

then I clicked on another link...

and another...

the last 2 are not really adverts just some videos.. hahah okays anyway enjoy cos I gtg !

I'm so glad that weekend is approaching. This week has been utterly baleful. Like suddenly everything comes and things accumulate, to be honest I don't know how long can I still take it.

I finally forced my mom to the doc's. She's alright now, and my cousin is looking after her. I'm stuck in school now !! :'(

Oh btw, good news for you guys ! I've grown shorter by 1cm !!! I'm now 174. haha.

Some updates ! Went to meet up with Paul and Wendy ! Long time no meet up with them and it was considered a rare opportunity cos they are too busy either with work or personal lives. So we met at Cheesecake Cafe and Paul ordered 5 cheesecakes !!! He ate all omg =/ Sunday night was bloody sinful.

On Monday I met titi at Bugis. Caught Marley and Me, which was uber nice I love that film, it made me think of Pepper. Then went to walk around, bought a top and went to register for french class then to waffle town for dinner.

Dad ps-ed me. He didn't pick me after class. Poor me had to go home with titi and C-bo. Took some pics on the way.

Today wasn't actually a good day. In fact it was really lousy. Everyone went off during the lecture break and I chose to stay on alone till lecture ended. Something happened over the weekend which made me thought, who really are my real friends. Mom is sick. Puked, LS-ed, slight fever, everything comes. Freaked out. Called dad. Busy. No one to turn to. Changed, checked for 24 hour clinics in the east, ready to go when mom laid down on the bed and slept. Dad got home, said things that hurt me so deep. For once, I felt like leaving the house and not come back.

I'm useless, right ? I can't even take care of my own mother.

Wah, ok shit I have the temptation to go K.

It's raining !

Actually I'm feeling depressed... I can't go swimming tomorrow because of the stupid lifeguard... Now my "keep-fit" plan all goes down to the drain. I've developed a phobia of going to the public pool also after that incident. What should I do ? Sighs ~ How I wish I have my own private pool - - when it rains I just press a button then it will automatically become an indoor pool.. Of course living in a huge bungalow then it's possible.

Sighs ! Dream on.

Exams are approaching soon, some time around last week of April or something. Project submission is starting end of this month.

How I wish everything can just end with a blink of an eye.

*emo*