Been staying at home for 2 days and it feels great ! There are times when I really felt bored, especially the time waiting for the video to load. Wanted to do some cool things but I feel really restless.

Sighs! Don't know what's coming over me too. Ever since I came back from KL, I've been having sleepless nights. When I was SG, I wanted so much to go over to KL, and when I was in KL, I wanted to come home so badly. Now that I'm home, I start worrying. About my grades. There's this intense feeling inside that I'm not going to make it through the next sem. It's always the "say only lah" but I don't know manz, it daunts me. I feel really scared. It's like, another 3 more weeks and it'll be out the results. Oh gosh. Everyone's telling me don't worry too much, or, aiya sure can one or no problem, but I guess sometimes they might be wrong ? Sighs. I really don't know. It's like everyone thinks quite highly of me and I "belittle" myself... Sian 1/2. Haiz, I really dunno how will I react if I see the undesirable grades.

This is the first time that I felt so lonely during my off day.

I spent the whole freaking day doing up my assignments and studying a little bit of french.

Sighs. I just feel for some people. Shen zai fu zhong bu zhi fu.