Sometimes as human beings, we tend to be very fragile. Weak. Vulnerable. Defenseless.

Human nature.

We were once young, innocent and naiive. As day passes by, we grow, mature and become more knowledgeable about things.

Social influence. Perception. Selective attention.

I have a dream and I want to dream... BIG. But in reality, things aren't just as perfect. It doesn't seem as nice as what it is in the dream.

A few years ago I don't know why my friendship with one of my besties screwed up but obviously it was a moment of folly. I wanted to talk to her over msn... but I couldn't bring myself to do it and I stopped talking to her since then. To date I think we've stopped talking for almost 2 to 3 years. I really want to be friends with her again. I don't want to regret later in my life. I know she's just a friend, but she has been really nice and a good friend throughout secondary school life. Okay maybe we will not as close as before, but still if we are still talking, it's a good sign. I've decided to pluck up all my courage to initiate to talk to her.