Holidays officially started for me. You see, the good thing about having holidays is that i can slack until i'm really tired of it, can do whatever i want as time permits and the downside of it is that, i get bored already. having to stay at home is yet a total dream come true.. for me. Before the exams I was so looking forward to this day, but it kinda demoralises me too. It meant that I'm jobless and education-less now. Wanted to like chiong youtube and watch my dvds all day long but i can't seem to do that. I feel that I can do something better. Watching all these are my favourite pastimes but really huh, it's just a waste of time.

Maybe i should get a job. it's no point slacking around the entire day at home doing absolutely nothing... SIGHS! BUT WHEN!!! I'M JUST TOOOOO BLOODY LAZY.

Had my french test yesterday, and i think it don't seem to be going too well. sighs. i'm thinking of quitting my passion for french, after that horrible session of oral. i couldn't even speak well, despite learning that language for more than a year. sheesh manz. how??? the thought of me speaking in french is like, insulting the french manz. oh my god. i'm like so badly traumatised by it cos the more i think of it, the more i feel like i SHOULD give it up.